While I have continued faithfully with the morning pages and in a half-assed way with the artist’s dates, I’ve fallen off my chapter work and I’m wholly dissatisfied with the choices I’ve made for my artist’s dates. Some of this is entirely forgivable: I just moved. I’m still unpacking my business, which I am totally revamping before I release it back to the public. I don’t even have a couch or silverware right now. Some of it is me cheating myself out of a misplaced sense of nobility. There are no rewards for self-sacrifice so I need to knock that off right quick.
I am spending the beginning of this week playing catch up - doing a few exercises from chapters 7,8, and 9, following up on my check-ins, and making it happen. This will make week 10 a little tight, but with only 2-3 weeks left, I’m OK with it - assuming it has to be all done in 12 weeks. I’m not totally unblocked yet, but I’m seeing progress. I started working out again, which is one of my “block” areas, and I’m also not feeling guilty when I reject something that looks totally cool.
But I haven’t quit, or wandered off, or gotten so scared by what I’ve revealed to myself that I’ve just stopped. I just moved, and had to stop for a bit, that’s all.
